October 27, 2008
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Another Poem…
I try not to be a double poster and all… but I mentioned to him that I posted poetry… and then I realized I had only posted one poem… So… here’s another one for you!
i slept in your t-shirt just 2 be close 2 u/ but the emptiness i felt/
only proved what I knew 2 be true/ because even your shirt was cold/
and your scent no longer remained/ only the reminder of the pain u caused/
and the tears I cried, now stains/
memories of how my thoughts traveled miles 2 met yours many times/
only 2 find out later, that all of your thoughts were lies/
or… how I felt u even while u were away/
but between someone else’s legs was where u lay/
or… the way I closed my eyes every time your lips met mine/
only to find my kisses were with a stranger and I never should have been so
blind 2 believe the picture u painted 4 me/ WAS JUST THAT…/
an image u airbrushed to let me see/
half of u was never what I asked for only what I received…./
AND I KNOW THAT NOW/
after yrs of pretending I knew that your love was just for me/
it pains me deeply because now I really can see/
that 4 me, you’ll never change/
and every morning u wake up and your pattern remains the same/
and I’m stuck in this cycle because I’m a fool/
THAT LOVES/
with all that I am and all that I can/
and I gave all of that 2 u, because I thought u were my man/
u robbed me of all I had/
…every tingle from your touch/
…every closed eye kiss/
…every need 2 just… c u/
U STOLE ALL OF THIS…
because u never were real/
…so every bead of sweat I dropped on u/
…every tear I shed 4 u/
…and every minute I spent thinking of u/
WAS NEVER REALLY MEANT 4 U/
and even though I know this now to 2 true….
I still slept in your t-shirt just 2 be close 2 u.© 2/22/05 ISLYmore
Comments (13)
I can relate to this a little more than I’d like to admit. Except I happened to be the bad guy in this situation. But those last two lines, it’s a classic feeling that we get about someone that we fall for. The danger of love is that it’s so blind…..blind to the point to where we can handicap ourselves and not even realize it. I like it though…I’m going to have to direct you to some of my poems…I’ve posted some but their much older entries….
@dafeelingsinside - not only does love make you blind… it can definitely make you stupid as well… to which i have been both unfortunately. it does make you very aware of what you will accept in the future. i will def look into your poetry, i think i am a fan of yours Mr.Inside… lol that sounds so perverted. now i have the task of unraveling who this 3D character is and if that is the same person you had read the other one… so… I am a lil curious. I must get to the bottom of this!
@ISLYMORE - Yes I’ve been the victim of both also. It’s a learning experience that everyone has to go through…unfortunately. LOL @ Mr.Inside..that’s a new one. It normally ends up as dafeelings, or L, or asshole, or something of the sort. But that works lol. As for 3D haha, I’ll let you unravel who she is and what our current situation is….it’s more fun to let you figure it all out rather than just tell you.
@dafeelingsinside - dun, dun, duuuunnnn!!!! a mystery is it? i shall delve into your blog a little more altho. I like Mr.Inside for some reason, it’s interestin. can i at least ask if 3D is a Xanganian? Is that right?
we love 3D!
@TheBigShowAtUD - uh…
this blog is not about 3D!!! lol… at least speak on the poem first dude! come on! now, is she a Xanganian? you prolly know the whole saga better than i do… i’m new to this. so maybe help me out? 
(okay enuf! i don’t want to become addicted to smileys again… )
right, the poem. well, i’m bad with poetry… tell a story, though. what happened?
i hope no one writes this about me. uh oh.
@TheBigShowAtUD - tell a story? maybe I will. that blog could be hell to write though, it’s too many emotions, not certain I want to re-live them. but i will – for you. Feel special! look for it, it’s coming… and being bad with poetry… is a bad excuse, but i will letchu make it!
i’m feelin this… makes me want to get back into poetry writing…
D
This is amazing. I used to write all the time. Poetry just like this. It literally felt like it came wrenching out of my soul. But I always wrote from a place of pain, because before I met Andy I was involved in a bunch of relationships that didn’t do anything but tear me down. This makes me want to buy a book of your poems. You’re very talented… maybe THIS should be your job!
@apennieformythoughts - I am working on one. But lately I have been a lil busy writing a book! Lol… The poetry has been on the backburner for a while.
“u robbed me of all I had/
…every tingle from your touch/
…every closed eye kiss/
…every need 2 just… c u/
U STOLE ALL OF THIS…
because u never were real/
…so every bead of sweat I dropped on u/
…every tear I shed 4 u/
…and every minute I spent thinking of u/ ”
Dam this is. its emotional. I feel like Carl Thomas over here. But its great it is so emotionally draining, refreshing, I like this. really like this.
@Stillpoetic - dam this is… lol. i love carl thomas btw, he can sing to me anyday! and i mean any day! i love the way you respond tho. it’s great to hear your opinion. i must send you more poetry or post more one day… either way.