November 2, 2009

• SYSTEM OF CONDITION

  I’m existin within your system of condition/
  Your preconceived eulogies constantly create my ammunition/
  And with them… I define the confines of my identity/
  So everyday I’m afraid I’m exactly what I seem to be/
  Because shrapnel from my shattered heart has surfaced through my tears/
  And the scars of my past have embedded in my skin through the years/
  While you targeted your thought torpedoes to fragment my brain/
  So I’d believe when you say there’s nothing more for me to gain/
  Then the grenades of growing pains caused the collapse of my entire frame/
  Leaving nothing but my name left for me to stake my claim/
  If you deem my life unworthy of living/
  Cause the odds against me are constantly building/
  Then you already know your system of condition is only aidin in my killin/
  BUT I WANT TO LIVE
  Well if my living means that I derail from this lane/
  Please don’t stand in the way of my oncoming train/
  That’ll break through every barricade so I can parade my way to victory/
  Until I can finally etch S-K-D into the pages of history/
  When I’m no longer existin within YOUR system of conditions/
  Cause I’ve… uncovered all the lies you’ve disguised by your omissions/
  Cause I’m… unwillin to live my life based on your calculated decisions/
  So I’m… changin this arrangement with some personal revisions/
  Until your conditional system is erased and replaced with my own permissions/
  And MY system of condition is the only one I’m livin.

  ISLYmore 10/25/2009

  (i know its been a long time coming… i know… but i’ve been busy completing my book. Now I have a lil more time to write… so hope this goes over well. I’ll be back soon enuf. i missed u all.)

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